R.I.P 4ever my beloved...

Today early morning about 10.40 while having breakfast with my Dar at nearby his hse coffeeshop, i happened to just have a peek on my phone.. Then the most unbelievable cum disasterous stuck, the whole phone including LCD blank: with only a bright lite & several multi-coloured with black spots staring at me~!? From tat moment on, i knew tat my beloved N70 phone-24 hrs companion cum daily alarm clock (which wakes me up for work..) for almost 2 years has left me 4ever~~ Why of all time it MUST happened when i will be working 2morrow.. T.T Out of despair, i called my bro for help asking whether at home got any spare phone? He told me got 1 a quite old model but still usuable (6510).. I still remembered it did happened once to my dar too tink last year too, actually he wanted 2 trade in his old phone 2 a new 1. But few days later during morning time he woke up the similar thing happened to his phone. So no choice we went to a 2nd-handphone shop in hope tat the phone could be revived.. But when we heard wat the salesman told us once its the LCD screen got such signs: it meant quite unlikely beyond repair, however he'll try to repair but with minimal hope. So in return he got another 2nd-handphone with some cash discount~ After abt 1 year of phone usage , the 2nd-handphone also "died" a natural death.. So to people reading my current post, do bear in mind if looking for long-term n durable phones, find a reputable shop rather then the above i mentioned~ B4 i went to walk around, i called (using those coin-phone booth~)home n my Dar who's working to inform them of my whereabouts.. Just in case my fanatic mum went calling the whole family or even worst reportin to Police of her missing daughter since yesterday evening?! While sitting in bus or even train, seeing everyone around me having a phone with them just makes me feel uncomfortable. It also made me realised the importance of today's modern technology which sometimes or most of the time WE, Humans take advantage of or even relied heavily on.. After walking around for about 3 hours at a nearby my house shopping mall, i decided to went home instead to look for tat so-called usable phone. To both my happiness-cum-shocked expression, i finally found the spare phone.. No doubt it's still in usable condition but the model-wise appear abit too old-fashioned. Even though it's phone colour-faded but the battery has slightly dusty covering too.. So i decided to ask favour's from frens 2 see if they got any spare phone to tide me over till weekend. Finally i managed to get 1 of my ex-sec school fren for help. Hopefully she could also help me transfer my data-cum-pics from my memory card too, as she got a sim-card reader. It also seems tat her spare phone is the same as my bro's 1 too, pray tat it would in better condition.. She's working OT today so cant meet her, only hope tml is to hide my phone or used it when noone's around. May the weekend arrived quickly so i could get myself a new phone~ I longed wanted to change a new phone since last Dec as my phone's contract was due. I kept delaying it months after months as i kept reminding myself tat it's still in working condition. From the trade-in price of 200 bucks, now to a misery of big ZERO.I should have listened to my dar's advice instead, now i can't change the situation around anymore.. Now its seems tat even Heaven's "mourning" for the loss of my phone, as it's still drizzling~

P.S: I guess the short lifespan of my current phone could be due to my mis-handling it too. Incidences like dropping on floor several times (only 1st time when it dropped tat did i treat with care..) or most of the times putting too hard (aka throwing) onto table in anger!! May this incident teach me a lesson to curb my temper so as not to end myself in misery again~ R.I.P my N70..